Author: lyka

I am missing my husband so badly from day to day. wishing to back next to him very soon. however, he calls me every day. i still feel it is not enough. every night i awake, i always look around and the space next to me don’t have his�appearance�next to me. i try to keep myself busy, so i don’t think about him too much. he moves to our new apartment now, but i can’t help him to prepare our new apartment. we already discuss since i was in France. we will decorate our house Red and White. our cuisine is red. we choose red, because it is a modern color, and it is my favorite as well. he told me that he buy only the stuffs that he need to use right now. the rest he will wait until i come back, so we can choose together. next week, i will start my French class. i have one to one class at home. hopefully, i will learn fast 😀

Today is Mother’s day in USA and Cambodia, but not in France. I think Mother’s Day just introduce into Cambodia society these few years. I almost forget that today is Sunday. last night when i’m ready to sleep about 3 AM, i’m realize that today is Sunday, and it is Mother’s Day. so i wake up and call my sister (Mei Mei), but the phone didn’t work. i’m kinda sleep not well, because i can’t do what i want to do. i wake up again in 8 AM to call my sister. i asked her to buy a cake and a bunch of roses for my mom, and a fruit basket for my mother in law. i talked to her for awhile, then i go back to sleep. i get up at 1 PM, i call my sister again, because i want to know she already done my work or not. she told me everything is done. she already brought the fruit basket to my mother in law, but she said she didn’t write a good post card for her. for my mom, she did order the cake, but she didn’t have time to buy flower. she told me that tonight everyone went to the wedding party. she doesn’t know how to start. haha… so i’m happy now, because even i’m live far away, but i do what i can do for mother and mother in law happy.�

yesterday is Labor day, so my husband has half day off. we went to eat outside. every restaurant is full. there are a lot of people eat out, because it is holiday. we have to wait for table. Le Cappaccio is the restaurant we went to eat restaurant. it is italian food and�specialist in raw meat. i ate something like noodle that my husband order for me. it�taste�ok for me. my husband ate raw beef. we cannot watch X-man, because we came out a bit late. we properly watch the movie tomorrow.�

i had a nightmare last night. i feel it is real, but it just a dream. i shout very loud. my voice made my husband scare. he also shout along as me. he woke up and hugged me. i felt claim down when i realize my husband sleep next to me. i cried, because i’m so afraid. my husband hugged me until i fall asleep. i think i usually have nightmare. sometimes i dream i get lose in the juggle, or a big cat jump on me. when is the scaring part, i always shout, and wake up. i think this week i’m going to buy some fruits and pray in my room.�

it is a raining day. we doesn’t want to go outside at all. my husband still want to bring me outside because i have been staying in the hotel from tuesday to saturday. he said i might get bore and want to see outside world. so we leave the hotel at 8.30 PM. we go to eat something at Hippo. this restaurant is�specialist with beef. this is the third time we go there since i was here. my husband can eat raw meat. when he order beef, he only gets 50% cook. for me i have to get 75% cook. last time, he order 50% cook for me as well, but i feel i’m afraid to eat. haha… this time i try fish. it is good.�