today is operation day. I am so nervous. Why people afraid like me alway meet this bad thing? I am afraid injection and my hand no សសៃ at all. That is funny. My husband give me support thought viber. He said ស៊ូស៊ូអូនសំលាញ់ I love you big big. Seeing those words, my tear cannot stop dropping. I am really want to give him positive result. But no this time honey. The time come, Taking me to operation room like taking me to the darking place. I can’t control my tear at all. My body keep shaking non stop. All the nurse are comfort to me. One of the nurse try to injection me. It like 4 times to get the right place, then I don’t know anything. After one hour and half, I wake up in another room. Seeing two nurse around, and they are chit chat. I can’t open my eyes, but my ear just hear the sound of them. About another 20 minutes, they wake me up said that I am done. I can go to change my clothes then go to meet doctor. Seeing my new doctor, hopefully she will give me positive this time. She give me 3 months medicine for recover everything then come to meet her again.
RIP my baby
Good bye Thailand. See you next 3 months.
