The finally result 

I am going to Thailand alone to listen my result. I always hope it must be a positive result. Today I ask my translator to buy me some stuffs for praying in front of hospital. Feeling hopeful. After finish praying in front of hospital, it time to wait the doctor. A long wait the doctor. Finally my turn have come. I feel so nervous to see the doctor. He open the result. I know it is negative. When I saw the number I can guess. My tear start falling down. I think I didn’t prepare my mind that’s why I can’t control my tear. I ask the result why. The doctor answer the same answer as the first time I fail. I am really get mad with doctor. I alway hope it is easy to get one. Actually, it is not. I wish my husband was next to me. He aways say thing when I am in hard time. I am really upset with this result. Don’t know what to answer to everyone, especially my husband and parents in law. 

Just prepare my mind like my husband if it is us, it’s us. 

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