It’s time to collect the eggs. No foods from 6 AM until finish. I change the clothes around 10 AM, and i go to sleep on the bed in one room. there are many girl in that room. they are the same like me. i feel so nervous, afraid and scare. i don’t now how to describe my feeling at that time. i am talking to one Thai girl who come to collect eggs as well. she is older than me and he age is the problem for her. she also the first time as well. we are share the feeling together. suddenly, the nurse come and said it’s time for her. they push her bed go into the other room. so i try to control the feeling of being nervous. a few minutes later, it’s my turn. they push me into a room which look like operation room in the movie. I feel super nervous. seeing all the stuffs around me and many nurses. my tear is drop down. i told one old nurse that i am so nervous. she try to comfort me. i see my doctor come in. seeing his face, i just told him. i am so nervous and please help me. suddenly, i didn’t remember anything. when i wake up, i am in other room. I meet those girls who i meet before i am go into that room. it’s mean it is finish. i am feel so happy. hearing all the sound of people walking in and out, i am close my eyes and try to rest. i see one by one leaving the room. only me the last one, so i open my eyes. the nurse ask me is it ok? i said ok. the nurse give me something to eat (one cookie and one juice). then i left the room to see my translator. when we done with all the paper at the lobby of hospital. it’s time to go back airport. they give me sit on the wheelchair. this is my first time to sit on it. feeling old? or feeling easy? hehe…. i think i feel priority. lolz… when i am arrive home, my mom and my husband blame me not to ask someone accompany. hehe… if i know that scaring i would like to ask. hehe…
this is how people want to get kid? hehe…