Good night

Having a nightmare, it such a terrible time. i wish everything is not like the dream. i’m so afraid to be alone. i sure i can’t be alone as well. i’m so afraid when i beg everyone to stay, but they are gone. how i live without the person i love around? i can’t imagine to live without my husband, family, friends, and people that i know around. it such living in the hell. my feel is unstable. i wish i can go back to sleep. i wish i can go back to sleep. i wish i can go back to sleep. i don’t want to wake my husband up whenever i have a bad dream. i need him sleep next to me forever and ever. i feel release from frighten. he is my life saver. right now i don’t know what to write. and i don’t know why i wake up and left the room sitting on the sofa alone for awhile. i feel i want to write something, so i just open my page to write everything on my head down.