Yesterday it was Na’s Birthday Party. It was a great party because everyone have to wear costume. it likes halloween party. hehe… I met a lot of new people. they were dress up with different costumes. Na’s family also make a costume contest for everyone who join the party. the winner get 100$. I cannot take a good shot because it was dark and full of light. the place looks like a club. there are a lot of pretty ladies with sexy costumes. hehe… I cannot take off my eyes on them, espeailly my male friends. I didn’t wear costume because i didn’t have time to buy it. after the costume contest was finished, we celebrated Na’s birthday. Na make the cake by herself. it was cute and there are a lot of cup cakes that she made for us. I brought a photo frame for her. it contants two sentenses about friendship between friend and friend. it was fun. we also have some foods and drinks. you know what? Na kiss me at least two times at that night. i was so excited and shy. hehe… i think it is good to express our feeling. unfortunately, i’m not a person who good at express feeling to friends or other people. after that, Na, her family and her friends were dance. all the songs were cool. i really enjoy with it. i also danced the last song when i left the party. I got home at 11 PM.
PS: I also feel uncomfortable at that night. I feel i cannot make a quick decision about friendship. she used to be my friend. we were break up half year already. we never talk and hang out anymore. and now she came back because of one of my friends has a problem. i feel she takes advance of problem. i really cannot accept it. whenever i told myself that i’m going to be normal with her, i alway remember every words she used to look down on me. i know some of my friends feel uncomfortable too because i’m the only one cannot accept it. i really don’t know how to be normal and how to make relationship again. i already loss my feeling on her.